Didn't write

I'm clearly feeling very black and white today.  (And yes, I do know the banner is funky.)  After almost more than a month of not writing, I'm inspired again, if only to write that I don't know what to do about my domain...  whether to keep it or write here.  Do I really need a domain?  Is what I write worth paying for hosting?  Most likely not.  (Very surely not, really.)

I miss writing - I used to write all the time, even if it was all mundane stuff, but it felt good.  All this time off and no writing has felt... no fun.  It feels like nothing has happened, which is why I haven't written, but did I get to share that I finished my mom's hat, which was my first project on double pointed needles, and also my first cabling project?  No.  I didn't get to be all proud of myself and show off pictures and preen.  (I do feel pretty awesome about it though)

Didn't write about hitting 70, didn't write about getting into the awesome raiding guild, didn't write about how I was in way over my head and that I'm really a casual at heart, didn't write about how I tried to explain to the guild leader that it wasn't for me and getting kicked from the guild for being honest (that one hurt), didn't write about getting into a new guild and how awesome it felt to not dread logging in everyday. 

Didn't write about the great last two days that Tyler and I have had - they've just felt so good.  I can't even pinpoint why, other than there was more closeness than usual, and feeling more happy than usual.  Whatever it is, I want more of it.

Hopefully, Mom will call today so I can confirm whether or not I'll be going up to Colorado to help out for a while at the theatre after she leaves for her trip.  I really want to go - it will be so good for me to get out of here, and do something.  It will feel good to be back in Colorado again, that's for sure.  It will be so nice to be in the nice new house, with so much light.  Tyler really isn't too keen on it, but this will be good for me.  And really, he may have to be gone on a trip anyway.  I could check out the yarn store I found out was in Grand Junction, go to the yarn shop in Glenwood and learn how to crochet...  endless possibilities!

I've pretty much faded away from the "online scene" - I've stopped going to all the usual haunts (twitter, forums, domains) and I kind of miss it.  I don't know what's been going on in people's lives, I haven't been communicating or socializing in any way.  I especially miss posting on forums.  Maybe I'll crawl out of my hermit shell and see the world again.